The title says it all. I have literally been in a hellish nightmare and just now I feel like I am putting my crumbling self back together... crumble by crumble. I do believe I have a long way to go, but that in itself IS progress.
I keep telling myself that I am going to get back to blogging and back to losing weight. The inner voice tells me "tomorrow", but tomorrow is always further away, until today.
I'll keep this detail brief....
My best friend, my husband, the man that I thought I would go old with is no longer in my life. I'm struggling to put him away from my thoughts. I have to move on and make a better life for me and my daughter. I want her to know that she is the love of my life. She comes first and our life is different, but we are in this together.
I am pushing myself forward with my diet also. I do know that I am an emotional eater. Not news to me, I have known this for sometime. I'm jumping on the band wagon again. I pray for the last time.
I didn't give much information, but know this... prayers are always welcome for me and my daughter. I pray that Annaleigh is brave and strong through this time. I pray that I can get her and myself through our ordeal and fight our way toward happiness and love.