Thursday, October 4, 2012

Doom and Gloom

I have failed to sustain a postive path to healthy eating and exercising...

Why is this so hard? I have weight loss journey blogs, vlogs, videos, articles, books; all the fitness information at the tip of my finger and yet I seem to fail every day with my choices. I just don't understand my way of thinking! I know I don't want to be fat anymore. I know that's what I am, so why can't I just move forward. I have that motivation, apparently its not enough. I have the best support group in the world; lots of family and friends... they should be enough, but it's not!

Am I doom to fail... constantly?

I'm feeling like a failure once again and that is what ticks me off the most! I'm at it again! I jump on the weight loss band wagon and there I go, taking a dive into an tempting plate of unhealthy food!

I feel like a loser right now and should made to wear this shirt for being pathetic!

Then maybe I should get stoned by rocks for being so negative.... jeez... I'm all doom and gloom today.